Thursday, 22 October 2009

Safe space

This is a college project. Safe Space is a place for youngsters to go and get help, if they are being abused. The idea was to create a poster to promote the idea, and give contact details, etc. It was created in Illustrator, with the hand drawn images, taken from images used by the organiser, as it was drawn up by kids, who may use the service.





This is the start of me blogging my 'creations', lol. So if you pop in, give me a bell and let me know what you think.

Picture Post

Because (as said previously) this blog is connected to college, hence this impromptu picture post. I thought I did one on here already, but I obviously forgot.










Monday, 12 October 2009

Looking for answers, the only replies are blank stares.

Kinda happy, kinda arty, still kinda bleuch.

Great isn't it?
Despite me seeming happy with life and its goings on, there is still this nagging feeling in the back of my mind. Ugh.

I dunno why I do that.

If everything is going ok, I just get out my big mental spade, and dig myself a hole. That would maybe continue untill my head explodes. Or till something distracts me. Which to be honest, doesn't take much.

I kick myself on how shit life is, and blame it all on shitty circumstances. It is ALWAYS me who puts myself in these circumstances.

Aargh. I am, quite plainly, getting on my own bloody nerves.

Screw it all, I'm away to bed.

looking for answers, all my replies are blank stares.

Kinda happy, kinda arty, still kinda bleuch.

Great isn't it?
Despite me seeming happy with life and its goings on, there is still this nagging feeling in the back of my mind. Ugh.

I dunno why I do that.

If everything is going ok, I just get out my big mental spade, and dig myself a hole. That would maybe continue untill my head explodes. Or till something distracts me. Which to be honest, doesn't take much.

I kick myself on how shit life is, and blame it all on shitty circumstances. It is ALWAYS me who puts myself in these circumstances.

Aargh. I am, quite plainly, getting on my own bloody nerves.

Screw it all, I'm away to bed.

Friday, 2 October 2009

Weekend :) Its a busy one

I am so so hyper.
At work with a rather exciting weekend ahead of me.

Tomorrow daytime is pretty normal, tidying up, which I really need to do :/
(My room is a tip)
Then in the afternoon I have a 'sea themed' party at Lynns. Going as a pirate

On Sunday, daytime, again boring and I'm doing college work
At night I am going through to Edinburgh for Kai's 21st. XD

Total braw weekend, also trying to organise myself for Jade's bday in Dunfermline.

Guid times.
Well apart from the fact Kevin Smith is coming to Scotland and I dont have enough money or the holiday to go. :(

Thursday, 1 October 2009

Getting there slowly

I am totally back into being all happy and in love with art again. Which, for the record, makes me happier than anything.
I feel so lucky to be able to work all my frustrations out by drawing or painting. It is a great feeling.

I still do get my good and bad days, where all I want to do is sit in my bed and cry, but I have my coping mechanism. A lot of people don't have anything as a release.

Another thing I obviously have as a release is music, I love music. It inspires me so much, but on days like today, I have to have left my ipod at home. And I tells ya, I feel naked without it. :(