Rambling excuses.

As usual. I am rather good at excuses. But what I am doing is something which does not require excuses. Especially when everyone else is so organised with said project.

And I am not.

Seriously.

And I shouldn't let it bother me that people seem to be so much more organised that me, because I already know I am not organised AT ALL. But for some odd reason, it has made me feel under pressure. And the funny things is, I don't know why. I mean, I don't mind people planning ahead if that is what they do, but it is when they let me see this planning ahead, and I am not even planned at all. It's like they are shooting the gun, and I haven't even bought mine. *Strange reference*

I'm not getting at anyone or anything, I just feel like this always happens. Someone wants to be organised and gets things ready early, and I look at their organisation and panic. Mostly, because I never will be THAT organised. I am useless when it comes to organisation, so I just work on the whole, PANIC method. And I don't know why, because it has never served me well in the past. I am just a little bit too stuck in my ways.

Which is why I do try to work with others, because I need to change my lazy ways. I mean, I am posting my second vlog in a week. That has to be good. Surely.