Umm....

I came on a realisation today.

You can achieve all your dreams, and still not be satisfied. Wow, that's depressing. But for some odd reason, it made me feel a bit better. I mean, I think its because when you have hopes and dreams, you still have something to aspire for. Which is what people need as they go through their mundane lives. If you have no more aspirations, then its like you have no hopes left. Thats really sad.

So although I sounded quite depressed on my last blog, I am of the opinion that I have most of my life still to live. And, at the moment, I am quite excited about that prospect. I mean look at everything I've learned over the last 25 years. Ok, I may be a bit on the slow side sometimes, but I have learnt quite a lot.

As long as you always aspire, you will always live a life.

Ok, I felt there was a mood with this blog so I went with it. My mate Gemma has given me her cheese. Ok that sounds dirty. haha.

Anywho, I'm quite happy cause I only had three days at work this week. And have a New Years party at my friends flat, when I finish work at 11. I have been invited to two parties. But I'm gonna be lucky to get to the flat in Rosyth before midnight, never mind going all the way to Kelty. Especially when the people who I'd get lift off, aren't working. All the buses will be cut off early, so I'd have to get a taxi, which I cant afford. espec when I can walk down to Amy and Jims bit.